Monday, May 19, 2014

Bus Stop Love


When someone tried to move her wheelchair from the window, Glenda would start crying. Her hands would grab the wheels and she would move back to the window facing the bus stop. Her caretaker would ask why that window was so important. She always replied “I’m waiting for someone.” “Who are you waiting for?,” but Glenda was no longer paying attention. The next bus had arrived and she was busy looking for that someone she was expecting.
  One day, after arriving home from a doctor’s appointment, the old woman positioned herself in her usual place.“Glenda, stop! Your friends need you but all you do is sit there all day! Why can’t you understand that whomever you are waiting for is never coming? You heard the doctor. There is not much time left. Your family should remember you as someone who cared about them, not as a dying old lady sitting by the window!” The caretaker sat next to Glenda’s chair, tears of frustration forming in her eyes. She felt sorry for Glenda. She wanted to help but didn’t know how. “This bus stop is where I met him. I promised him I’d wait” Glenda said quietly. The caretaker looked up. “Met who? Who did you promise to wait for?”
“It was a lovely morning about 70 years ago. I had just turned nineteen. I was leaving for school when I glanced out the open window to see if the bus was approaching. That’s when I saw him. He was so elegant, so handsome. I gathered my things and rushed out, hoping to catch his eye. I was quite confident back then. While we were waiting, I happened to drop my handkerchief. Being a gentleman, he picked it up for me, but noticing that it had gotten dirty he offered his instead. He promised to bring mine back the next day. I objected. I didn’t mind the dirt, yet he insisted. At last, the bus came. I had forgotten my bus fare, and again the lovely gentleman had saved me, paying for my ride as well. Ashamed, I told him I was indebted to him. He smiled a dazzling smile. “If you would do me the honor of accompanying me to dinner say, tomorrow at 7, your debt would be nonexistent.” For some reason, I accepted.
“That’s how it started. Since then, we would see each other every morning at the bus stop. He would walk me to school, being that his academy was merely two stops away from mine. A few times a week we would go out for dinner, or movies. Sometimes, on planned nights, I would leave the window open to my room. He would come at the bus stop and whistle and I would sneak out the window. We would sit at the stop and look at the stars, talking about what we wanted to do with our lives. Five months later, he told me his father had been promoted and that his family had to move. That night when he came to the bus stop, I opened the window and let him in. We fell asleep holding each other. He left early morning, promising that he would come back. In turn I promised I would wait for him by this bus stop.”
The caretaker knew that no matter what she said, Glenda would never give up waiting. She tried to respect the old woman’s last wish, hoping against hope that the man would return. But he never did. A week later, Glenda passed away, sitting in her wheelchair, waiting for her lost love.

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

HAPPY THANKSGIVING !!!!


      I am thankful for every person in our Brit. Lit. class. I know this may sound cliche, but everyone brings their own special thing to our class, making it a great experience every single day. Even if I am having a bad morning, I can always count on second period to brighten up my day. Perriyana and Lejla's random comments, John Brown's philosophical opinions, Katherine's captivating stories, Mr. McCarthy's new movie choice and Edwin's interesting understanding of the readings are just a few examples of things I look forward to when I enter the classroom.
     I couldn't be more thankful for the wonderful people in our class. Everyone's contribution to class each day (even if small) makes school much more bearable.

    Hope you all have a great Thanksgiving :D

Monday, November 18, 2013

Then He Is Dead

"Then he is dead..."

 Macbeth's story ends with his death. I can not help but wonder if it was all worth it. Was all the betrayal, killing, and losing of friends worth the few days (okay maybe a few weeks) of him being king? Personally, i would not do something as big as killing for a title, especially one that could bring me more harm than good. Macbeth believed he was not to be harmed by men. According to the prophecy, no man born of woman could harm him. Of course,not one person would have thought of people like Macduff,who have been "ripped"out of their mothers' wombs. To receive the title of King, Macbeth had to betray his closest friend Banquo, and even kill. Not only did he kill Banquo, he attempted to kill Fleance, so that no one would get in his way of power. 

I believe Macbeth was pushed to strive for power by his wife. He obviously agreed to go along with the plans, yet his will and strength to follow through was due to his wife. Somewhat surprisingly, after the constant nagging of Lady Macbeth, she also caved in to the weight of the actions they committed. I She started sleepwalking and constantly talking about the blood spilled on her hands. 

Overall,no matter what Macbeth or Lady Macbeth did, they had to pay for their actions. Even if at first, no one knew of their actions and therefore weren't made to pay, their consciences started tormenting and making them pay in a personal matter. Eventually, due to his greed for power, Macbeth made enemies. And these enemies murdered him with as easily as he murdered King Duncan. 

Sunday, October 20, 2013

"From the crown to the toe, top-full of direst cruelty"


     "Come you spirits
      That tend on mortal thoughts, unsex me here,
       And fill me, from the crown to the toe, top-full
       of direst cruelty". (Lady Macbeth)

    In these lines, Lady Macbeth states her wishes of being more like men in her time. In that period, women were expected to have genteel, nurturing, loving, and soft spoken characteristics. Yet Lady Macbeth seems to be wishing for the exact opposite. She wants cruelty and toughness to replace her womanly qualities, so that IF she must kill the king herself, she would not have to think twice about her actions.
    This shows how ambitious Lady Macbeth was towards achieving this goal of high stature in society. She pushes her husband towards believing that they deserve the title of King and Queen, and that he should man up and do the deeds necessary of receiving such titles.
     Lady Macbeth's story somewhat reminds me of the story of Adam and Eve. As it is known, it was Eve who convinced Adam to eat the forbidden fruit, therefore getting them both cast out of Paradise. In Shakespeare's play, it is yet again the woman who tempts the man towards evil. 
    I also believe that, in a less murderous way, women today own some of the qualities Lady Macbeth might have asked for. Women are more empowered to take a leading role in the community (business leaders, politics, etc.) and are more outspoken. Also, it isn't uncommon to find women with more masculine attributes such as strength (of both body and will). Not only so, but an increasing number of so called 'ladies' have been committing harsh crimes, something that Lady Macbeth herself was hoping to do. (Maybe Lady Macbeth would have fit in today's society quite well....)

Friday, October 4, 2013

No New Tale To Tell

The Pardoner's Tale, to me, is just a re-telling of an older story. I feel there are a few tales that are constantly re-told in more modern ways, to make them more appealing to new eras. The reason for this re-telling of the same stories is because they have moral points that will remain good lessons throughout time.
For example, the Pardoner's Tale is a tale about greed. During those times, men were greedy over money and property, just as they are now. No matter how many years have passed since this tale was originally written, it's points are still valid. Men still kill for greed. Even though it may not be greed related to money, some still lust for something that they take to extreme measures. 
  
For a different example, think of Cinderella or Beauty and the Beast. These tales are being adapted to modern times, yet still have the same basic idea. This idea that eventually you will find true love, and that true love overlooks any setbacks you may have had in your life. Many read these stories decades ago, yet they still read them now. Why? Because throughout time, these ideas about love and happiness haven't actually changed that much. (Yes, there are obviously some exceptions.) People still desire that unconditional love, with that amazing person, which will eventually lead to living a great life together. Do we not? 

Sunday, September 15, 2013

TRUTH

There is no absolute truth. There are so many versions of ‘truth’, that we can never really know which is completely correct. Same goes with Grendel. He faces so many different versions of the truth.

There is his mother’s truth: Nothing matters but them. Why should he bother with the outside world when they have everything they need right there? I believe she wishes he would just spend time with her and stop rushing to understand the humans, “…she would smash me to her fat, limp breast as if to make me a part of her flesh again” (p. 17).

There is the shaper’s truth: The Danes are heroes, Hrothgar is the greatest king, Grendel is the spawn of evil. “He would sing the glory of Hrothgar’s line and gild his wisdom and stir up his men to more daring deeds, for a price” (p.42).  Yet at the same time, Grendel knew that the shaper was telling lies. The Danes weren’t always heroes and Grendel himself wasn’t as evil as he was being depicted by the Shaper’s song.

There is the dragon’s truth: The world is so timeless, everyone is barely a blink of an eye. Humans don’t know the truth either. All they have is random facts that they try to piece together. God does not exist. The future is predetermined (pg.64-68).


In the end, Grendel has to decide what he believes in. He needs to piece everyone’s truths and create his own. Good luck on that one, Grendel! 

Thursday, September 5, 2013

Today's Beowulf (s)


    According to an epic poem, Beowulf was a mighty, powerful hero who killed many monsters to protect the people of his times. Although today, we do not know of any existing monsters, we still have heroes. Modern day Beowulf for me is not a specific person. Instead, Beowulf would be a group of people. For example, soldiers. Beowulf was a hero to his people, just as soldiers are heroes for us. 
    Similar to Beowulf, they are stronger than a common person is (due to training). Soldiers are courageous in battle, and pursue their goals no matter what they go through. They fight for the good of the nation as a whole, yet they also bring a small glory to their own family by making them proud. Today, soldiers do not fight monsters and giants. They fight against anyone trying to hurt our country’s interests. Not only so, but they also give support during natural disasters. They stand for what it is our version of right.
    For all they do, soldiers are modern day Beowulf.